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That is too much for their egos. They have not changed in their whole lives -- and you have suddenly changed Something must be wrong -- either you have been hypnotised or you are befooling yourself or you have gone mad. First they will think about these things.
So don't be too concerned about anybody's conversion. Never be a missionary -- that is one of the ugliest things a person can be. Just be yourself, but present yourself in a totally different dimension that they have not known before. And they will see it -- it is something which cannot be hidden.
So simply go, loving... and be more loving, be more friendly, less argumentative. If they ask, then say something; but that too, never say with aggression. Say it with no effort to convert anybody; be humble and polite. Then you will see that a few friends are going to come -- that's how many people come by and by. I never go outside this porch
Carry the message of love -- not in words, but in being. Continue to meditate...
[A sannyasin says: I've done the Primal (Primal Therapy)... and I have a problem with food. Every evening I put things in my stomach and I don't know where to stop. I never feel satiated and then I get very despairing because I know it is not what I want -- to put food in myself.
I think that maybe it is a result of the Primal.]
It can be, because Primal brings up things from the childhood. Don't be worried about it -- it is a good sign. You have been in the Primal, and have moved to the past, to your childhood.
Do two things. One is: eat very slowly, and chew. Count forty times; each bite has to be chewed forty times, not less than that. More you can do but not less. By that time it will be almost liquid -- then drink it. So don't eat -- drink. Let everything become liquid inside the mouth. That will give you more satisfaction, more nourishment -- and with less quantity. The quantity will be reduced to half automatically, because when you have to chew forty times, if you go with the quantity you are eating now, you will take three or four hours. So one gets tired and sleepy
Second thing: in the night before you go to sleep, sit on the
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