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into the river and lie down in the water, in the sand. Just lie in the sun. Feel more... be sensuous. When you eat bread, first feel it with your hand... put it on your cheek and feel it... smell it. First let it be known by the body. Then taste it... close your eyes and let the taste spread all over. And don't be in a hurry; don't simply go on stuffing. Enjoy it... chew it well -- because this bread is going to become your body. Don't miss this opportunity. This bread is your potential body. So receive it, welcome it, and you will have a totally different body within a few months.
If you eat with a different mind, a different attitude; drink water with a different attitude, and remember always to be more sensuous, sensitive, soon you will see that the body has been dead in many parts. You become alive, as if you were a lion sleeping and now the lion is coming back... spreading its legs, stretching its body. You will find that same sensation of arising life. It is almost a resurrection.
So for a few days get more and more into it... and don't be afraid; it's very good.
[A sannyasin says: Everyone has such positive experiences... I feel like coming closer to you but I feel so far away...
Actually I think I like my negativity.]
So it is perfectly good, if you like it. You are a buddhist! (laughter) People have reached through negativity also... so you will reach via negativa, mm? Negativity is also a path. A few people go through the positive, a few people go through the negative; both are paths. So don't be worried -- I will take you through the negative.
You will have to reduce the weight a little (she is plump) because it is very narrow (laughter)...
And everything is going so well... and you are looking so good, and (a chuckle) so close to me. And don't be worried... I like you very much!
[A sannyasin says: Today I am different and today is different from tomorrow... I don't know where I am.
There is no need to know where you are. You are the process .
[The sannyasin replies: Yes, but I'm afraid -- I feel like the mind is leaving the body.]
Very good... allow it. Let it go, and when it
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