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that you have done are more or less intellectual -- they have not penetrated your heart. (Nirvisham had said he'd done many groups before.) They are head things. Something of the heart is needed, but the problem is that if you do something about the heart, again it becomes a head thing. If you do something about the heart, you do it from the head. And the head has become so predominant that even when you feel, you think you feel. It is not really feeling -- because vou always remain in control.
Something is needed as a device in which your head is not involved at all, and you are not asked to control. So first do the camp -- do all the meditations. And the point that has to be remem-bered is: get lost! It is not a question of analysis. In fact you don't have any problem -- it is not a question of analysing it. You simply have a block... and this is a totally different thing.
A person who has a problem may be helped by psychoanalysis, or many therapies that have come as offshoots of psychoanalysis. Sigmund freud remains the grand-dad of all these therapies. Even those who think they have rebelled against the grandfather are still in his will. Even if they feel they are rebelling, they are reacting to him, and deep down he controls. So when there is a problem, psychoanalysis or any other psychotherapy that has come out of psychoanalysis may be helpful. But when a block is there, it is not a problem. You simply need a situation where you can start melting.
It is not a problem at all. How can you analyse a block? You simply need a situation where you start melting. As I see it, it is just around the heart like a crust. And if you can't feel, you can't live. Feeling is life. Thinking is very stale. It has no pulsation in it, it is very dead -- a computer can do it better. No computer can feel. Computers can think well and better than man -- so that is a mechanical thing. Feeling is the real home -- but there is a hard crust around you. You are not to do anything; you are just to put yourself in a situation where it starts melting.
For example, if you want to have a suntan, you simply lie down naked on a beach and you allow the sun to do the
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