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that for one year -- finish it! I am not interested any more in that work because nothing is happening. You simply go on doing it and wasting time! How many months have you taken for that work? It must be by now... Eighteen months? So it is enough. It is futile, so simply drop that idea, mm? -- because eighteen months is enough time to do a certain thing. You were thinking to do it within two, three months; you have taken six times more. So it will take eighteen years if it continues this way, and then it has no meaning. If you can finish it within one and a half months, finish it, do it; if you cannot finish in one and a half months then drop the whole project. But this way, prolonging things, is not good; that has become an excuse.
So for six weeks you can make the last effort; otherwise drop it.
[The Enlightenment Intensive group is present. One member says: I don't feel at ease in the ashram, but I feel that you're the only one that can help me. You have said that everything here is your responsibility.]
Mm mm, it is my responsibility. And that unease is good. It simply shows that something is going against your ego, something is going against your preconceptions, prejudices; that's why the unease is there.
Drop the ego and the unease will disappear.
Mm, this ashram is a kind of bulldozer: it simply goes on peoples' heads; multiple fractures happen. You can ask Sheela: just the other night the bulldozer went on her! But it will be okay. That's happening to almost everybody; sooner or later it has to happen. It is better to finish it from the very beginning!
To be with me means that you have to drop all your prejudices and all your ego-trips, and it is difficult. But next time you are here much more will be possible. And there also I will continue to work on you.
Continue to meditate; choose at least one meditation and continue....
So we have centres there, remain in contact, mm? And next time when you come you will find the ashram even more difficult, because by that time we must have moved and things will have become really huge.
But this feeling will settle. The unease is created deliberately.
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