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The whole past, whatsoever you have done, whatsoever you have thought, whatsoever you have been, that is all your ego. You will not relax easily. It is as if relaxing against yourself, but by and by one understands that the past is not you.
You are always the potential, never the actual. That which has become actual is no more you; it is finished. It is as if you travelled on a path for two miles... now it is finished. Yes, your footprints are left on the path but that is not you -- you are here. And if you look deeply into yourself you are only the potentiality to go on moving.
You are the present and the future -- you are the future through the present. The past is no more and you are not it, but we are identified with the past so whenever there is a conflict between past and future this will be so. One part of you, your real being, will go with the future and your unreal being will go with the past, and there will be great tension in you.
But to understand it is to go beyond it. You have done well -- you can have one or two days more, mm? It will be good.
[A sannyasin was in the massage group and feels that still, after the groups he has done here, he has much anger and hate inside: I hate everything -- the people and everything.]
Very good -- something is happening! There are people to whom even hate doesn't happen. You are alive! If hate is happening, soon love will be coming.
Just let me see your energy -- raise your hands....
These are the three states.... People can be very cold, then nothing comes: no hate, no love -- they are just frozen. That's how you are -- frozen deep down, very frozen.
There is some reason why you are frozen: you must have controlled yourself too much, you must have disciplined yourself in some way; you have never allowed yourself any foolish thing. And the only way not to allow oneself is to become just like an ice block, then you are in control. And the society also likes such people, who are ice blocks, because they are predictable, not dangerous. They will not become saints but they will not become sinners either. They are very good people, respectable people. They never
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