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it cannot take anything away. And it is good that you feel it is silly now.
[The man says: I'm getting very bad-tempered. I don't know whether it is the heat or what it is... ]
No, my feeling is that because of this new phenomenon which you cannot understand, you may be getting angry -- you may be thinking that something is going wrong. The heat that was being used in the sexual relationship is not being used now in sex -- that too can become anger; the same energy can move in towards anger. So be aware of it -- if you make it anger you will miss. Then again you will get hot through anger but the heat will remain.
Use that energy for more meditative purposes: dance, sing, sing together, dance together. Sometimes sit together, just hold hands, feel the energy, sway together. Make it more subtle now.
It will be coming, mm? Don't be worried. Good!
For Madmen Only (Price of Admission: Your Mind)
Chapter #5
Chapter title: None
5 April 1977 pm in Chuang Tzu Auditorium
Archive code: 7704055
ShortTitle: MADMEN05
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[A sannyasin, who is leaving, says: It's bothered me for a long time that I feel I never meditated... I opened a lot but I never go inside at all.
Osho checks her energy.]
Mm mm, just come closer. Raise your hands, close your eyes, and if something starts happening in the body energy, allow it. I would like to see where your energy is moving.
... Good! Nothing to be worried about. Simply go on opening, that's your meditation, and forget about going in. Your energy needs to go out. In fact you have always remained closed -- so your real problem is not to go in, your real problem is to go out.
Basically you have remained in, so this is not the moment to go in. The energy has to go to the outermost periphery. Only from there will it start travelling in, not before that. Before that you can force it, but anything forced is useless, meaningless. It is violence, it is ugly and it cripples one -- it doesn't help growth.
So one very fundamental thing to be remembered: follow wherever the energy is going, rather
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