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bed and allow it. It will be coming; it is there. Allow it to take possession -- it has to be lived. If you cannot live it right now, then later on it will become a problem -- it will always be there. This is how we go on accumulating unlived experiences.
Each moment has to be lived so totally that you are finished with it. It may be love, it may be death, it may be anything else -- but live it totally, mm? And don't be wise about it. Don't let the head have its say; rather, listen to the heart.
This night, curl up in bed, cry and weep, and don't let the head interfere. And by the morning you will be so fresh. You will have learnt something from death.
This is a precious moment -- when the father or the mother dies. It is a sacred moment and you can be enriched through it. You can attain much through it; it can become a great insight. So don't waste it, mm? This night you try. (softly) And I am going to help.... Good, Champa.
[A group member who has done the meditation camp and by several groups, says '... it was too much to think about. I can't analyse it.]
No, there is no need for analysis. That's why I wanted you to go so fast -- so there is no gap for thinking to come in. Analysis is not needed; it is not going to help, Analysis is a way to avoid life -- then you don't live it, you think about it. You think you love a woman, but you don't love her -- you think about loving her. You think that you love her and the whole thing becomes false. You can deceive others, but you will be wasting your energy. Analysis is a disease of the mind; it will give you false ideas. If you analyse love, you will reduce it to something ridiculous. If you analyse life, then you will have chemicals and nothing else. If you analyse a beautiful flower, the beauty will disappear and only matter will be left in the hand. All that is true, all that is beautiful, all that is good, escapes analysis.
That's why Freud goes on analysing. He starts thinking about love and only sex is left -- love disappears. Analyse a poem and prose will be left, because there are things which simply escape analysis. So don't do that. That's why I wanted you to do one
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