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become such a deep orgasmic experience. In fact if energy is too much and you can simply delight in it, by and by you will see that you have become capable of an orgasm that is non-sexual.
Sexual orgasm is one orgasm of many -- and not the greatest. And in a way sexual orgasm is local, it is not total; only part of your being is involved in it. But if you can delight like a child, jump and move and dance for no particular reason -- just like a madman -- then you will have a different type of orgasm spreading all over the body. Each cell will become involved in it.
And you will come out of it so relaxed and quiet and calm, that you cannot even dream about it, cannot imagine. It is a sacred bath -- in your own energy. So try this, mm?
[A sannyasin says: I keep feeling as though I've reached the point where it's time to jump, but then fear comes...
He asks Osho to push him.]
I will not allow you to go in so soon! Many other things have to be done first. And this is also a temptation, a desire -- to go in. This temptation has also to be dropped, and suddenly one day you will find that you are in -- because in you are. How can you go more in?
You are in. Your very being is what we call 'in'. So this very effort to go in is a barrier. Just accept it and relax. Just leave it to itself. You are not to do anything. Up to this moment everything else can be done, but when this moment comes, nothing can be done. You have to accept this. You can delay it -- this acceptance can be a delayed acceptance, that's all -- but one day or other you have to accept that nothing can be done.
And once this penetrates deeply, suddenly it happens; not that you do it -- suddenly you find that you are in. Not only that -- you find you have never been out. So please forget about it. Do other things; I have many things for you to do! And when it happens there is no need to even watch. That too becomes a tension. Simply laugh at the whole thing, enjoy it. It seems ridiculous, a nightmare.
Let this settle down so deeply that it reaches your very core of being -- that there comes a boundary beyond which doing cannot be of any help. And do other
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