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You, a hollow bamboo? Even to conceive of yourself as a hollow bamboo was very difficult.
It is perfectly good that you disagree, mm? -- but think about sannyas also. If you feel like it tomorrow, go to the office and give it back... because it will be pointless! The very beginning is wrong. And I will not be able to work on you at all, because we have agreed to disagree from the very beginning. It will be an unnecessary conflict. You remain free, you remain nick. Bhagwata is too much for you!
But you think -- there is no hurry, mm? Think about it the whole night and tomorrow decide. If you want to remain a sannyasin, then this is going to be total agreement. I don't want any nonsense of disagreement, this and that; that is meaningless. You have to simply drop your old ideas and your old mind and give me a chance to give you a new mind, a new insight.
If you are too much attached to your old mind and you are not ready to accept anything new and you are not ready to explore it, it is your life and you have to decide about it.
And when I said that groups have not helped you, I meant this: if they had helped you would have agreed with me. They would have made you humble. If they had helped you would have felt more open to move into something you didn't know. At least you would have said 'perhaps' -- not that you disagree; you would have remained open. But the disagreement simply shows you have not understood at all what the primal process is. It makes you innocent, it makes you a child again. You look so serious and so much in the head. The primal scream has not happened. If it happens one becomes so innocent.
Think about it, and tomorrow go to the office. If you decide to remain a sannyasin, remain, but if you decide to drop it, drop it. If you want to remain a sannyasin then there is no possibility of disagreeing with me. This is not a democracy with me; it is absolutely dictatorial! That's how I work... that's my way of work.
These people have not voted for me! It is not their decision -- I have chosen them. So think about it, mm? Good!
Deva means god, lalasa means desire for: desire for god. And that is the only
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