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all theologies, all religions. Each temple should have it as a basic process.
There was an ancient university, Nalanda, in India -- a buddhist university: never again and never before has there ever been a thing like it. Thousands of students lived residentially; it was a huge campus, of miles. There were four gates to the university and great scholars were the gate guards.
The examination before one entered into the university was taken at the gates. Mm? -- sometimes for months the student had to wait outside the campus. Unless he was able to satisfy the gate guard that he was worthy enough, there was no way to enter the university. Not even a visitor was allowed to get in; even a visitor had to pass through certain examinations. Sometimes years had to pass before a student could enter!
To me, each temple should have gates where one has to pass through primal therapy. Unless one has passed through primal therapy one should not be allowed to enter into a temple, because there will be no relationship with god.
You have passed through a very beautiful experience.
[The tantra group is also present. One member says: I'm always hanging between polarities. I never know what I want; it makes me very crazy. I feel it must be related with my belly. It's always cold, always cold. And now I've been crying for eight months: I'm always crying and crying.
Osho asks several questions, and checks her energy.]
Just a few things to be understood: one is that you have done enough crying. [The group leader's] suggestion is right that crying will help; ordinarily it does -- but you have done it for so long that it has become habitual. It won't help now. If you had not done it for so long it would have helped. Mm? -- it has become habitual now, it has become a rut. You can cry but it will not go deep. You know how to do it so you will do it, but it will go only so far, and it has been going that far all this time.
So for a few days stop crying completely. Instead of crying, start laughing, mm? Laughing will shake your belly more than crying; it shakes the belly more than crying. It will make the whole belly throb and will bring
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