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changes in the mind, then the time sense changes immediately. Our time sense depends on a particular mind. The particular mi nd that you have always lived with has been uprooted in this group. You have passed through a chaos, a very creative chaos -- stars are born out of such chaos. But you have lost the time sense; you have lost your moorings -- where you are, who you are -- as if a dream is broken so suddenly that you have lost your identity.
It has been a great trip for you, almost an LSD trip. It can happen with LSD that the time sense is lost, the space sense is lost. You don't know where you are, you don't know what time it is. Centuries can pass in single moments and single moments can look as though they are centuries -- so slowly, as if one is seeing a film with very slow movements. Nothing seems to pass and everything seems to linger and linger and linger.
Time is not just chronological -- it has a psychological part to it. You must have observed that if you feel very happy, time passes faster. If you feel very unhappy, time passes very slowly. Later on the whole process is reversed. Later on if you remember, retrospectively, then the moment that passed in happiness will look very long and the moment that past in suffering will look very short. But actually when suffering is there, time will look very long, and when happiness is there it will look very short. So time is not just clock time -- it depends much on your psychic processes.
Something really deep has happened in the group and you have lost your moorings in time. It will take just two, three days and you will readjust. But this has been good. A gap has arisen between you and your past. I can see it. You are in the gap -- neither there nor here. Just move with that time. There is no need to make any effort to change it. Just move with it as it is. Let it be. Enjoy it.
Eating, you feel as if you have been eating your whole life -- let it be so. Don't be worried about it. Don't get scared because of it and don't start brooding about what is happening -- are you going crazy or something? Just accept it and enjoy it and move with it -- it's good -- as if the whole world
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