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And you have to see it; just my saying it is not of much help. Even if intellectually you understand it, it is not of much help. You have to go and see it, experience that it is futile. You have to go back and see that it was pointless. You have to see the stupidity of it; that will make you wise.
So I am not suggesting that you stay. My suggestion is: go, find a woman, find a job, be secure... and within a few months the call will come to come back. Then it will be worth coming. You will be coming with less hesitation, you will come with a more certain step.
So this time it is perfectly right -- go -- but when the call is heard, come back again. And I will give you the call in the right moment.
[Osho asks another sannyasin if he has anything to say. He replies: Words seem so empty.]
Words are empty but you are full of something. It is just a beginning -- a small small fountain has started sprouting. Your conscious mind may not have even heard about it, because there is a distance between the unconscious and the conscious. The thing is happening in the unconscious. It is like a fountain, a stream of water deep down in the dark earth: on the surface we don't hear the sound, you cannot see that something inside Is flowing. It takes time for the conscious to recognise it, but something is flowing. I can hear the first flowing sound of the stream. It is very very still, very silent, but soon it will flood your consciousness.
This is going to be your fulfillment, but much work is needed to connect the conscious with the unconscious. Much earth has to be dug up. Many things have to be unearthed, many rocks have to be removed, but the source is there. And it will not be futile. You can dig and the well will be found. Just continue to meditate.
[Osho gives an 'energy darshan' to a sannyasin who is an art teacher in America.]
The energy is ready and much can be done. You have come at a very very right moment. And much depends on the moment. Sometimes people come but their energy is not ripe. Sometimes people who have passed that moment of ripeness come; then it takes a long time, much work, unnecessary work. But that work
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