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the reality of things here you will be able to see that all your dreams were meaningless; it is good that they have disappeared.
Everybody comes with many many reveries. It is not only you, it is everybody's case. And of course they feel difficulties. They come here and they want to be with me for twenty-four hours, but there is the appointment and Laxmi and the secretary and the office. Then there is Maneesha sniffing (at the gate before darshan) and she will throw you out and will not allow you. So you have to pass through all kinds of difficulties; it is an obstacle course!
But it is good! It tests you -- your patience, your love, your longing, how long you can wait. How much you love me will depend on how long you can wait. That will show your love, and your love will grow. The day you are ready there is nobody hindering your path, nobody. These people are hindering you only till you are ready.
So what about your sannyas now ?
[She says she doesn't know yet because she felt rejected... not right now but in these situations.]
Mm mm, so wait, mm? and do a few groups and go through these people. What can they do ? Don't be afraid of them!
Do a few groups and soon you will feel that you are coming closer to me, closer to my reality rather than to your dreams. And remain available. You have come; try to be open and try to see what is really happening here. If you carry too many ideas of how it should happen you will not be able to learn anything and if you miss you miss at your own risk.
For example if you come with the idea that the door will be of gold, then you enter the temple and find the door is of wood.... Are you concerned with the temple or with the door ? Even the temple is irrelevant! Are you concerned with the deity inside the temple or with the temple ?
Remain concerned with the essential and remain open, mm ? The sannyas is going to happen: you cannot escape!
[A sannyasin who is leaving says he is the only sannyasin in the state where he lives... he was teaching yoga and introduced Osho's meditations to his class.]
So you start helping people to become sannyasins! If I have one sannyasin
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