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express it in vacuum Don't throw it on people because that creates new chains.
[Osho tells her to cathart on a pillow every night for an hour.... ]
This is basically your problem so you have to tackle it alone. Otherwise one thing leads to another, and when you are throwing things at people when they are not responsible at all, you feel guilty and you cannot throw totally. And when you cannot throw totally something goes on lingering, so it is better to be throwing in a vacuum.
So from today, every night give one hour to it. This has to be encountered, faced, accepted, released. Once this is released you will feel very very unburdened.
It has been there but I was waiting for some day when you were a little weak and it came up. You have great strength to repress things. You are very much the type that can will things: you can manage, you can force, you can sit upon things for years; you have that energy. Right now it is missing, so this is a good opportunity. By chance you are weak and things are coming up. Don't repress them now. Soon you will be again strong enough to!
Sometimes illness can be of great therapeutic help and illness should be used as a therapy. It can bring many things which are not ordinarily available, to the surface, and the curse can become a blessing... so don't be worried.
Everything is perfectly good. Within a week it will be gone... but do it fast because soon you will become strong and then it will be difficult. Use this opportunity!
[A sannyasin, who has just completed the tantra group, said she did not have sexual feelings but her body felt the need to be touched.]
Mm mm, it is not only the body -- your sound has no sex in it! It is asexual! Can you sing a song?...
Just close your eyes and sing a small song. I would like to hear you sing!...
And bring as much sexuality into it as possible. Just close your eyes!
[She sings a few lines of a song.]
Good... mm mm, very good! Something needs to be done with your throat centre; your sexuality is repressed there.
People think that sex is concerned with the genitals, it is not: it is controlled by the head.
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