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to know that whenever prisoners are crucified, sentenced to death, the last thing that happens to a man is ejaculation. We cannot be so certain about the woman because she has no ejaculation. She must have an orgasm, but invisible. And this is my observation of many people I have watched dying; that has been one of my hobbies from my childhood.
In my town I never allowed anybody to die without my being there. The moment I would hear that somebody was on his deathbed, I would be there. If I was not found for a few hours, then my parents would know: "Then look for some dying man. He must be there." I would follow to the last pilgrimage, and I would go with every dying person, rich, poor, beggar -- even a dying dog or a cat -- and I would sit and watch. And I was surprised again and again, the more perceptive I became; I have seen it happen again and again: that the last idea when the man dies is sexual, and so is it the case with the dog and with the cat.
Sex goes on persisting. It leaves you only when you have learned the lesson, and to learn the lesson you will have to listen to it. You will have to be very meditative with sex, not antagonistic. You will have to be very silent. Enter into sex as you enter a temple -- it is the holy of the holies -- and that secret-most key is hidden there, the master key. Because sex is the source of life, it must have the key that can open the doors.
That is the meaning when the desert whispered, "The wind crosses the desert, and so can the stream."
THE STREAM OBJECTED...
... Just as you object to me many times. Every day I go on receiving letters -- objections, objections: "This should not be so, this should be like this" -- and you don't know what you are saying. You don't know where you are, and you go on prescribing, and you go on advising, and you go on objecting.
Just the other day I received a letter. The person has a strong desire to become a sannyasin, but he objects to sannyas "because it is a kind of slavery" You don't know anything about sannyas. You don't know anything about surrender. Surrender makes you a master, not a slave -- but that is a mystery to be lived, and there
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