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When the third eye starts functioning, this is how it begins. Don't get puzzled. Soon it will settle and soon it will disappear. The moment is has settled it will disappear, and you will have a very cool quality between your two eyes. Once it has settled, there you will find your centre and from there you will find a deep contact with the existence. As we breathe air from the nose, so we breathe light from the third eye. Once it settles you will be full of light.
Jesus says in one of his sayings, 'If you can be one-eyed, you will be full of light.' That is that one eye he talks about.
But first it will be very hazy. Coming, going you will see it in many colours and many shapes, sometimes far away, sometimes very close. This is how it will move, it will swing, and then by and by the swing will be smaller and smaller and smaller, and one day it will simply settle. When it settles you will feel so full of light -- the whole body will become light.
So just enjoy it; nothing to be worried about.
[A sannyasin says: Every day I think you're going to send me away because I don't do anything to deserve to be here.]
Nobody is needed to do anything!
You are allowed to be here not because you deserve but because you deserve but because I have too much to give and I have to give it anyway! So drop that idea completely. You deserve or you don't deserve; that is not the point at all. I have so much to give, what will I do with it? I have to give it!
So it is not because you deserve -- that's why I give, no! -- but because I have in such abundance. What am I going to do with it? I have to give it!
That idea of deserving is also an ego idea. Why? Why should you think in terms of deserving? You are -- that is enough -- and as you are, you are beautiful. But the idea has been put deeply into the minds of everybody from the very childhood, down through the centuries. Every parent has done that, every teacher, every priest has done that -- has said that if you want to be loved, you have to deserve it. So that idea clings to you.
To have my love you need not deserve it at all; your being is enough! You are not supposed to
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